forfeit

consumed by your own demons
you wont shed a moment to look up
to save me from drowning
not sure when or why you decided it was okay
i don't know how much longer i can abide

take a hold of my heart mr robert plant

i adore you and your warped world
i love you for who you are,
please yourself
i smile along the way
things will come together
in this warped world

your depression is seeping into my veins

i dont have the courage to confront you.


you're not perfect.


i still love you.

hearts in my pocket

your blog goes nicely with a cup of coffee
and my morning cigaret
this fantasy world i live in,
no more.

your blog sits on my computer screen
while my lungs constrict and my eyes swell
as my brain pulses of our memories.
confined to my dorm here is reality

hollow

first snowfall of the season
i'm equip with my hot apple cider
but empty of your hand in mine,


come home to me.

asphyxiation

someone wise told me to always give what you get
giving 100 % and getting 50 only leaves you half full.
find something new to match,
or revise my ways?

no one gets out alive

you sing me a slow song, and i'll drive you crazy

there's just enough fuel in this tank and power left on my ipod to bring me back to you
i'd drive for miles, ignoring the speed limit, to hold you straight through the night
keep you warm and feed you until you were stuffed, anything to see you smile one last time.

the brain left in my skull keep my feet planted.
my senses are fading and my smile is growing,
i'm counting the days