i dont hate you, i'm numb to you

i wish we could just connect again
find pleasure in each other's laughter
i'd give anything for a day with no technology
for your voice to be my only entertainment
your all i need.

returned feelings might keep me grounded,

my departure is sunday.

you'll silence this

not now sweetheart, xbox.

"delete yours and i'll delete mine,"
we can cease to exist in this tucked away cottage
and create our own little lovestory

but washedaway lipstickstains and unforgotten saygoodbyes get in the way of this fairytale
hold on, just one more day,

tomorrow never knows.

icebox

we used to think a blizzard would be romantic
now we're just shells filled with resentment sipping cocoa