there's a ghost in this room

words are just words
are we waiting for the right ones
what do they mean
words are just words
sing to me.

fall

my birthday coming up
i'm terrified that i'll be spending it alone
its been weeks since we've talked.
not even sure if you've noticed.

i don't understand why this is happening
i miss the rumble of your muffler speeding down my street.

your smile hangs in a frame on my wall
your laugh burns in my memory.

this is a mess
do you care enough to sort it out?

i can't focus on anything
you've always been the cure.

I hate the army

if i could run to the comfort of your blue eyes i would

i havent felt this lost since 9th

i cant even find you

anymore

miscommunication

is it too good to be true?
is that why you're bringing to its end?
i'm not ready for this.
i've given you all i've got,
I wont let you down.

nowhere man

'if i could live my whole life over,
knowing what I know now,
i'd do everything exactly the same -
even the stuff that didn't turn out well.
It all led me to YOU'

Even if you're ashamed of me,
I'll take you as you come.

stitched up

I'm not used to this perspective of the hospital bed
my palms are sweaty my insides are churning and you're stronger than i'll ever be.
between this and that and what more is to come
i'm fucking numb.

i'm giving in.

i'm done.

eating blueberries makes me think of your eyeballs

walls crashing down all around me
your standing still before me
i'm finally sure of this one thing
fires surrounding; scenes from movies
hold me, protect me, rescue me.
I'll never look back.